Monday, December 21, 2009

ouch

my heart is in my throat.... i keep trying to swallow it down but it keeps getting closer to completely falling out. my voice is shot and my eyes are carrying heavy luggage. each breath i take is taken for granted.

remember you're alive. remember to breathe hard. remember who you are. remember who you have. remember nothing is perfect...

I cant be too loud. I cant be too quiet. I cant get my feelings hurt..... my mind is so intense. its so judgmental on every little superficial thing I can come up with. how does one sleep? its doesnt even make sense........ just like my scattered brain.

blah.

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